dis year hadnt had a g00d start f0r me.

just wen i f0und my determinati0n t0 be the best dat i can be,

there just had t0 be a r0ugh r0ad.

firstly was the ph0ne fite i had.

and n0w,

im a repeat.

i wish i can just say wadehell,

and just d0 my sec1religi0us again.

i want dad t0 think and decide by himself.

n0 abng sapit n0 n00ne.

i'll g0 by wad he says.

he says g0 and c0ntinue 0n and i will.

last half 0f the year (last year)

getting last in class wasnt nice.

getting sc0lded wasnt nice.

i n0e i wasnt but i felt every0ne gave up 0n me.

i felt sick and tired 0f hearing ' y0u have t0 d0 this, d0 that'

thats y i gave up TOTALLY last year.

i didnt care.

but this year s0meh0w everi1 changed.

'y0u can d0 it'

'y0u have the ability t0 g0 U'

i guess.

i hafe t0 face the musics.

im caught redhanded.

im n0t running awae le.

wish me g00d luck!

sHar