fuck it.2:16 PM
Sunday, April 13, 2008
i blabbed.
i betrayed your trust.
you know why i even fell sick in the first place ??
yeah ~
a lame excuse.
y0ure n0t me okae.
h0nestly im sick and tired of d0ing what y0u guys want me to.
whatever.
i t0t this year i c0uld be a better pers0n.
this days im getting w0rse.
i dunwan to be what pe0ple want me t0 be anym0re.
guess what i have feelings.
yes, i HAVE g0ne far.
if i didnt KN0W the guys there,
i wudnt have blabbed.
if i KN0W that the guys are hardc0re teasing pe0ple,
i wudnt have blabbed.
fuck it rite.
c0s this girl here that has d0ne too much c0ns0ling,
f0r once in her life needs c0ns0ling.
this girl wh0 have tried to do her besy in everything,
nids to be appreciated.
s0rry if i let it all out onto my j0kes.
but f0r 0nce ,
i nid help.
due to recent happenings,
eunice, my dad, my attitudes, my grades.
do you think its easy to be cheerful so as to n0t let others feel so d0wn ?
i guess n0t.
maybe a class difference made an impact.
c0s s0meh0w,
im feeling what eunice is feeling right n0w.
aBURDEN
sorry maggie nadhira.
sorry f0r all mie j0kes.
s0rry f0r n0t being sensitive.
sorry f0r being a bitch.
but h0nestly.
i dun give a fuck wen im sick.
and dats NOT a lie.
c0s yesterdae,
wen i sensed dat y0u tw0 were angry,
ask fifi,
but i didnt give a fuck.
huamikidding.
youguysmustberollingyoureyesnow.
