hiatus over.6:03 PM
Friday, May 16, 2008
well .
its the end of the hiatus .
i didnt do well for any papers .
i dun geddit .
i tried soo hard .
and yet , haiss .
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was tired and a lil sick .
thus MIAed today .
went to do IC and back .
haiss .
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skip this part .
just have to let loose .
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do not blame me if they quarrel.
i studied hard (or so i tot)
thus i went out to have fun . .
today had nth in school .
thus i didnt feel a need to attend it .
if they use dis opportunity to take out their frustrations on each other .
den dont pin it on me .
thats another problem on a whole .
i wasted a year and landed myself badly this year .
i give the benefit of the doubt that you were working
thus you could NOT have possibly seen me working my ass off .
fuck it .
i tried my hardest to not disappoint anyone .
you all noe im not smart by nature kaess .
look at you guys .
dont just give me a matter of 2 months .
its not enough .
haiss .
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yes,
you all treat me well.
materials , yes i do have evrything .
what DONT i have .
this is what .
your love , your care and your understanding on how tough it is for me .
i wasted a year and its consequences is catching up.
understand me pls .
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sorry .
i didnt mean to come back with a horrid emotional post.
just terribly down .
not in my bestest mood .
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sHar
