anyways,

its the freaking holidays,

but why isit that everything also we have to do ?

cant you just stick to your normal routine ??

just cos we're at home ,

doesnt mean we WANT or HAVE to do it .

aish .

i reaally want to get out of this house and get away from her .

im no longer,honestly,

the lil girl that will do things that you want.

im no longer that girl.

ive grown up.

so,

get off my back .

i didnt mean to.

but everytime i come here,

i can never seem to end off happily .