10:29 PM
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
so you make me feel depressed,
when i am depressed, i eat
when i eat, i gain weight
when i gain weight, you will comment on my weight issues .
what the F do you want from me ?
i am wrong ?
what i did was wrong ?
do you care to explain ?
i wasn't given a chance to explain myself .
he just shoots his mouth off .
he's telling you the reasons for
MY decision .
marvelous !
what can i do about it?
what can i do,
if he refuses to listen to what i want to say,
what i have to say .
I cant stay and listen cos i dun agree with him,
and when i dun agree,
i get upset,
when i get upset i want to rebut,
and i cant rebut cos i will just break down .
so can you stop blaming everything onto me and just listen to
ME for once dad ?
i know you would be there to listen to me anytime ,
but do you realise that you never back
ME up when
He is around ??
why dad ?? why ??
i am upset .
my true fear seems to be happening quite lately .
Disappointments ,
one after another .
soon enough I will be a disappointment too i guess .
i wish you would read dis dad .
cos i seriously cud never bring myself to tell you dis.
and you ,
i know things are all back to normal,
but i seriously suggest you to take extreme precaution to how you are carrying yourself off .
you were at fault as much as others .
so act the part .
people are still very sensitive of stuffs .
so DO NOT make me regret my decision .
dun make me disappointed alrite .
i am full of disppointments lately .
are you guys having a laugh out of it ??
lol .
-.-"
