this is soo unlike me ~

been feeling crappy lately .
and it gets worse as i reach home ,
and all i want to do is
NOTHING !
gosh ..

at this very moment i have 32 essays to complete
and handed in by tmr .
and i dunnoe how i am going to do it .
but i want to atleast be able to complete
chapters 1 and 2 essays .

i am going on well with art .
but sadly ,
i am not confident with my canvas .
i try so very hard to convince myself
that it feels empty cos my topic is relaxing
and too many stuffs cos it to be heavy and suffocating .
but knowing my freaking colouring skills .
CMI .
Cannot Make It .
well lets just hope they be a lil leniant on me (:
cos after all,
everything is my own effort .
seriously !!!
all MrSoo did for me is,
to draw DAMN fake clouds onto my selected compo ,
and it doesn't serve any purpose .
so i shall be PROUD of meself !
(:
muahahaha ..

haven been updating frequently,
(1) no inspiration
(2) no pictures
(3) just plain lazy (:
hhaha .

interclass is coming soon yaw .
and my class is up against 3e5 ??
i dun even know hu but its sec3s .
wish everyone luckies (:


i better change my blog song den (:
i need some change (:
to keep me sane (:
lolss .
i guess i wont be sleeeping today ):

annyeong everyone .
have a nice week (end?).