its useless for me to rebut
because humans are practically typical .


Even as a kid ,
we have to go through such hardships ,
and why ?
cause others just hope too much on us.
and the reason is ?
to prepare us for the 'tough' world .

why do they even have a quote saying,
' Follow Your Dreams '
when basically ,
we are not given a choice ,
up till when we get to polytechnic or university ,
where we actually have a choice
of picking to study our preferred subjects .

and to even get to THAT point ,
we have to get A's on basically everything .
but this 'everything' sometimes are not needed
for our dreams .

and then we come to the worse part ,
results .
' if you did your best nth matters more '
i always rolled my eyes at this statement .
if it really is true ,
why the disappointed tone ??
its contradicting .
as if it doesn't hurt for us to disappoint you .
even how much i may dislike a person ,
especially a family member ,
the one thing i would least like ,
is to disappoint you .

BUT !
why others escaped the wrath of your disappointment ,
while I have to face it ?
and the sole reason ?
its because I am your last chance at glory .
and why do i find it SOOO hard ,
to give it to you ?
cause i know ,
that you won't ever realise
the amount sweat and tears i had to go through .

and how most of those hardships came from
you .

you would happily ignore my sufferings
and bask in your glory instead .

reason from my point of view people .
and please ,
don't ever say to me
' if you did your best , i am happy '
cause obviously you never will ,
unless i show you an A******* right ?

*applause*