going back to my salesperson look .

LOL .

and sooo ,

at first i was anxious

and then regretful

and then i got over it .

found adverts in th newspaper .

and told myself ,

"i would have gotten a better pay ! "

but to think again ,

would i even stand a chance to get th job .

atleast Levi's secures me a place right ?

be thankful .

and maybe this way ,

i can get my parents to sponsor half my laptop and i pay w th other half?

strategies .!

and and and ,

i imagine myself routinely waking up at 730 .

leaving th house at 830 .

and reaching there at 920 everyday .

i also imagine myself sitting down at th dinig table before wearing my shoes .

spots my diary ,

and writes in it .

and i will write out the dates i work 

and strike out th days im done w ,

and circle my off days .

LOL .

and not forgetting ,

HAWKING for a seat in th mrt .

normally if th moment i take a train and i dont get a seat ,

i stand in one corner .

but now ,

NONONO .

shahirah sets out to get a seat NMW !

LOL .

anw ,

just a short update for now .

and maybe for the next month .

toodles (: