last hug. last walk. last talk. last text.

i was sure i was okay with everything.
i was sure i didnt mind him walking away.
i was sure i was making the right decision.

but what i wasnt sure of was being able to contain my hurt.

and i overestimated myself.
sucks cause i know he loves her but i cant be the third party.
no matter how much dislike i have for keyreen, i still care for her.
it hurts when she thinks im trying to steal her bf, when in fact im trying hard not to.
if i wanted to, i would have told him to stay when he asked if i would miss him.
but me being the logical girl, of course i paved his way back to you.

and all you can think about was punching me in the face?
where were you when he was crying,
where were you when he was begging you to be with him. dont rage with me please.
i had enough drama to last me the year.
now imma just concentrate on landing a job and my studies.
till we meet next time. toodles (';

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