I am feeling rather sad today.

why?

IDK.

and no, 

im not having the time of the month or whatever shit.

I just suddenly have this feeling,

that im trying too hard to please others.

when i know that , making youurself unhappy,

is not a way to please others.

sacrifices that does not bring you any happiness actually harms you.

HAHA.

thanks to google.

i nd to find myself.

i want to eat eggtart,

watch horror movie all day,

sleep till 4pm and

wake up to my mom's nagging.

when can i have that all back ?