I think everyone has been under pressure ?

or whatsoever.

but this blog post is just me trying to freaking understand 

this huge mess that's going around in my head.

I just feel that the people i claim friends,

are really starting to look different.

People change, i get that.

I have never judged people on what they want to do, 

who they fall in love with and how they feel.

all that matters to me is that you're honest about it.

i don't want to make mountains out of a mole hill.

but i really feel that i'm not being treated like a friend here.

You people are so complicated.

okay, maybe my level of being insensitive is coming out.

but seriously,

if you treat me as someone close,

and if you really had EVER tried to know me better,

I'm open-minded and rarely judge people

Maybe i should just stick to my kind of people,

cos really you guys are really like beyond my ability to cope and understand.

so i shall totally avoid this 'new' you that has appeared in my eyes.

and assume that everything is okay.

conclusion and what i'm aiming to do :

NOTHING.

get on with my motherfucking life.

cos noone cares.